“You seem like you don’t want to talk to me? :(“
No, I don’t want to talk you. I’m tired of being sad and angry over you, and most all I’m tired of feeling unwanted. You can constantly complain about how I never text you and when I do you can just completely ignore me. You can so rudely say “I think it’s nice how you show off for other boys” because I was wearing a some-what revealing shirt and yet you can flirt with everyone you want right in front of my face. The worst part of it though is that you can pretend to like me when deep, deep down we both know you don’t, even though I want you to so bad because for a long time it wasn’t like this and I didn’t feel this way. We don’t even do anything, so why am I even around? What do you want from me? 

I hate Christmas and I want to die.